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now i know in my last post , i said that i'd just remain as friends with her and nothing more but its HARD!!!! things have gone from bad to worse .. we don't talk as much anymore , sometimes hardly even see each other . and when we do , there's always something or someone there that gets in the way of us making some decent conversation... i miss her alot.. i dont even know if there will be a ray of hope after " the wait " is over .. would i have moved on to someone else ?? i've stayed loyal for this long , almost 8 months and another 10 months is just unbearable especially when there's someone else in the picture , miss funny ... miss funny makes me laugh alot and she's really pretty , but somehow or rather i just don't seem to be attracted to her that much .. sometimes i wish i cud fast forward to the future and see. see if someday , there wud be an " us " ... and if there wasn't , i cud just stop trying and put this behind me and move on. to miss funny perhaps .. i can appreciate an attempt or two at making me laugh.. :)